it's amazing how i started to discover that i like singing and actually dared to perform. still rmb the first time to k was with squaddies probably in sec2 or 3. dun even dare to sing into the mic and was disgusted at hearing my own voice from the speakers.

first time actually performing i really forgot. but it's in jc i rmb.

love to sing is a very misleading idea,

i love to sing and i think i should just sing in the box or sing in my little bathroom with excellent echoing effects.

performing is a pressure.

always cranking up before performances,

shud have done better is what i always thought

but was it already my best.

thinking too highly of myself.

shall not compare and shall not stress myself out.

really miss the way i sing in my little bathroom,

immersed and enjoying my voice from the echoes.

dun dare to sing here, dun wanna scare pple.

wadeva.

jus sing like how u want to,

shall learn to appreciate,

look less to others, look more into the soul.

色。戒
我只能说太强了。情绪，气氛浓到了极点。每个眼神都在说故事的演员，让我忘了他们在演戏。

Mid Autumn celebration with my blk girls!! haven't been playing with lanterns, sparklers and candles for such a long time.. reliving childhood..

jus wanna post abt some random mood swings... still trying to get use to uni life.. too much new stuff to take on.. suppressed feelings, strangers... maybe i could've done better but i couldn't cope... disappointed maybe... random floods.. rainy season perhaps.. hope things get better.. i'm treating myself badly... horrible me.. i luv my friends. i luv mami.
random photos....

had been doing hall stuff for the past few weeks.. abt hall.. i think i've put myself into a very interesting environment... meet very diff pple that i've not encountered before.. as in the way they interact with others.. but anw nice and friendly pple...

had loads of fun during orientation and rag.. back to busy days when pple work for a common goal..

my mum kept reminding me not to forget my old buddies... of course i wun.. dearest squaddies hope we'll still meet for steamboat again thou we peeps are gg diff ways..

it's jus the beginning.. let's hope there'll be more fun in the days ahead..

pre-sch blues

i'm getting serious pre-sch blues... my mum says i'm always like tt when i go to a new sch.. i think so... but i'm seriously feeling quite bad... so anxious abt dunno wad but jus anxious.. dun feel like gg for anything.. so scared... ah~~~ i hope everything jus come to me smoothly... please.....

lucky star

what a lucky day.. went to khalil's auto session.. nice live performance.. only saw his hair throughout cos was at the 2nd storey... din expect to get his auto but happens tt the queue was moving very quickly so managed to get an auto in the end... wanted to tell him he sings very well but couldn't even utter a word.. so just smiled and say thank you... but was already very happy to receive a 腼腆 smile from him.. haha.. everything seems to be in the right way! hope he'll be back for more promotion soon!!

太久没写了。先记下今天想写的东西。这几个月。专辑。开学。
这几个月。
去年在考试前一直想着要在这长假里做很多事情。结果很多事还没做就要开学了。大家都在工作我整天看电视。只能看电视只想看电视。没赚钱所以不舍得花，虽然到处在减价。最值得记下的应该就是住院那段日子。现在还记得恐怖的感觉，不能转身的痛，还有针孔，像蜈蚣的疤。那种什么都不想管不用管，只要快点好起来就行了的感觉。谢谢妈咪，谢谢来看我，关心我的大家。
专辑。
在电视看到广告就特别想买。考虑了几天还是买了。很好听的歌，很有趣的人。这应该叫天分。能打动我的原因可能是他的频率和我的一样。就那些音符竟然可以写出那么多歌。羡慕这种灵魂里充满着感情和音乐的人。希望他能继续写很多好听的歌。方大同。
开学。
期待又害怕。懒得搬去宿舍但更懒得早起，懒得想每天要吃什么。希望会是精彩的。将遇到的大家，请你们丰富我的生活。

这些奇怪的日子里，一切都在改变，很多意想不到的事情发生。大家都为了接下来的日子而忙碌着做准备。出乎意料的成绩让我无法控制的狂哭，也让我慷慨的请一起生日的大家吃雪糕。虽然带来了不少麻烦，但还是感恩惜福。大家为了不同的目标作了不同的选择。这几个星期与大家相处的日子很开心，虽然煮饭很麻烦，但不用洗碗，虽然没有走路的地方，但是多了笑声和你们的陪伴。亲爱的陈静，不知道什么时候可以再见，但这几天里一起逛街，一起吃饭，一起看电视吃雪糕很开心，很喜欢你的陪伴，但日子那么短暂。没有去送你是我的遗憾，都是因为太懒了。会不会那就是我最后一次可以见你的机会，希望不是。亲爱的王婧，不知道你是否会像他一样离开，但希望你是带着没有遗憾没有负担的心情去。那条破破烂烂的围巾希望你真的喜欢。因为实在太不舍，我在电话里哭了。对未来的日子害怕，期待。