an especially early quarter life crisis!
everybody says i'm thinking too much but seriously i am jus planning ahead..
apparently i can't cos nothing seems to be coming in correctly...
i'm so sorry to my mum who always has to listen to my complaints and cannot really help me much but try to comfort me.
i jus need to clear my congested mind once in a while. i cannot keep a rubbish bin in myself.
am i pushing myself too much? feel so tired but i don't want to give up!!!
tt's even more tiring...
i really admire pple who can wait for things to happen and handle them as they come...
i'm too impatient for my own good!