i've come blogging again after ages since wanqi remineded me tt the post was a month ago.. listening to i'm not missing u by stacie orrico.. nice song.. have been indulging myself today.. watch the banquet, went for sushi buffet, bought myself a new album.. the big day, last day of prelims.. it has been a torturing month.. when it was 6 weeks before prelims i told myself i would start studying.. i did but it was so slow tt most of it was done in the week before my papers... horrible... the only word i can find to describe everything... it's been a horrible experience of not finishing papers and being so unsure of myself.. it feels bleak.. now i'm 6 weeks to 'a's... i'll study.. this time really study.. prelims has really scared me... getting insomnia before gp paper.. is tt bad enough.. haiz.. i shall not think abt it... today being last day of prelims i shall forget abt it for a while.. talk abt my day of indulgence then... banquet, nice actions, nice atmosphere but the palace really too grand to be true.. love zhou xun.. cry like dunno wad when she performed the song.. the lyrics, yue ren ge, so intriguing.. i need a piece of drifting wood.. i hope it just drifts to me quickly.. i'm gg to drown.. days after 'a's which are just 2 months away... look forward but afraid.. so much things i want to do but dunno how to.. i hope i dun waste those days.. such a precious long vacation...