everything's finally over.... did ok for both geyao and SA comp... at least din make very big mistakes that i'll regret for life... and throughout the SA comp made many new interesting friends.. and oso got to see a lot of famous pple like Junyang.... haha... dun jealous... really an enriching experience...hope there will be more opportunities like this in the future...
so now... life's back to normal... haf to start mugging... promos coming soon... ARH~~~ anw jus hope can do better for promos...
haf been practising the 'be happy' trick... have been quite useful.... hope it'll become a habit soon...
OK... shall get back to work.... everyone let's mug together!!!

刚上了苏老师的课，有很多想法。。。有很多事情我们真的应该学会放开，人活着最重要是开心。。。每天早上要对着镜子，看看真正的自己，告诉自己今天要开心。。。天天这样做。。。让开心变得像呼吸一样平常。。。做让自己开心，让别人开心的事。。。不要变成那种走过连草都会被毒死的人。。。人要懂得自我催眠，像老师说的，人只是一团细胞但他有强大的意志力，只要自己想要做一定可以的。。。经过挫折后才能真正散发出自己的光辉。。。也无风雨，也无晴。。。对每件事都要以平常心对待，不要总是想着经历过的煎熬，也不要对眼前的光芒抱有太大的希望。。。隧道的尽头有光芒，但那可能是迎面而来的火车。。。事情的变与不变要看我们从哪一个角度观察来决定。。。不要怕死就不会怕生，人有死的勇气就应该有活的勇气。。。珍惜生命吧，朋友。。。我在想，人会怕死可能是因为生活给他们留下太多放不下的东西，人与人之间所培养出的各种感情。。。现在的我们什么都得从书上学习，生命是用来体会的，多看电视吧。。。你有为了电视节目哭过吗？人情。。。
那么多的想法，在面对生活的时候可能用不上。。。但至少有这些想法代表没有盲目地过生活。。。

had a lot of fun on sunday.... went to sentosa wif classmates... and seniors... thou there was a little argument in the middle but it was ok after a while... we swam and played ball in the sea... everyone kept teasing the scandalous pair in class... then went to cine for dinner... celebrated bdae for shijun... but the pasta was not nice... and din get to eat the bdae cake... anw everyone was burnt...
went for a movie after celebration on mon... went to watch charlie and the choc factory... the scenes were very nice... a lot of colours... but the story was a bit morbid... on the whole the movie is still very nice..
yesterday was National Day... brought a group of china students to PS to shop then went to jurong east to watch the fireworks... fireworks was very nice.... esp the part where it looked like waterfountain... then shell, chere and her no. 1 went to have an uncle ringo ride... they look so farni... the biggest among little kids... thou the day was tiring but still fun lah... hope our hosting wasn't too bad...
geyao this saturday... very worried... hope everything goes well... and hope wun get scolded again...

Friday was a bad day... sang horribly during announcement.. even got comments tt i was acting cute... in the afternoon went to SA for rehearsal... got commented tt my movements on stage are very weird and ugly... then rushed back for geyao rehearsal after tt... tt was the worse part of the day... got scolded twice by the PA staff.. first time for interrupting his conversation wif fengyi... second was when i tapped the mike... then it came the worst moment... i was on stage to test out the sound system.. then the music played... i din noe how to sing wif the music cos it was the first time hear the arrangement... i was feeling very helpless... the stage light was so glaring i carn see anyone in the audience and i couldn't follow the music... so i said "fengyi i dunno how to follow the music" and got off the stage.... very disappointed... then got comments tt my costume blended into the background... everyone was wearing very glamourously except me...i realised my confidence level has been going lower and lower..... this cannot continue... pls somebody help me bring back my confidence before the 2 competitions.... pls somebody help!!
anw to my fellow lep council peeps and all who helped out at the event.... good job... the event was successful... and thanks to all the actors and actresses for the skit... u all were great!!!