i love my friends... it's always a comfort to have pple u're so comfortable with, u just become totally nonsensical... maybe tt's the true me... please show me more love my dear friends!!! i'm greedy but i need all of ur support especially when i'm gg to face things i have no idea of...

love,
chai

wanted to do everything, so took up everything.... keep myself busy so i wun lose momentum! but pls dun procrastinate, dun procrastinate, dun procrastinate!! if i dun move, i'll get buried under piles of work!! i need to motivate myself, push push push eeaaaahhhhhh~~~~
我和牛顿的共鸣：inertia

it's really refreshing to go off on a trip once in a while~ meeting different pple leading exciting lives in different parts of the world, helps u see things differently.. pple need changes in life, not tt life now is not good but changes bring excitement~ not being overly disciplined but i believe in having your own principles and know your limits!! dun feel pressurized to do things u're not comfortable with!
cool trip, nice company, beautiful scenery! great getaway~

work

i think i'm really des.... people are complicated especially when everyone has their own interests to take care of... i really shouldn't say too much, jus listen. people dun need to know too much about me, it's ok, just be friends who can have fun together.

an especially early quarter life crisis!
everybody says i'm thinking too much but seriously i am jus planning ahead..
apparently i can't cos nothing seems to be coming in correctly...
i'm so sorry to my mum who always has to listen to my complaints and cannot really help me much but try to comfort me.
i jus need to clear my congested mind once in a while. i cannot keep a rubbish bin in myself.
am i pushing myself too much? feel so tired but i don't want to give up!!!
tt's even more tiring...
i really admire pple who can wait for things to happen and handle them as they come...
i'm too impatient for my own good!