This week had been very busy... with play... went to class chalet on mon and tue... play cards, walk in the rain, sitting around at the beach... relaxing, esp just lazing around the beach when the weather is not too hot... bbq on tue was quite pathetic... had it in the porch, got the whole room filled with smoke... quite amazed at seniors' culinary skills.. but my class guys are far from that... haha.. just to get them off the bed is a difficult task... thou turnout was not too good, it's really fun.. few pple but cosy, u can call tt...
wed mami came.. we went gaigai and got some stuff for my taiwan trip... really worried for her... memory getting quite bad and not very healthy... hope she can find some meaning in life... but she's as lazy as i am...
thurs went back to ny for ct selection.. standard getting lower... skills not very good... got terribly ill since morning... and had to endure thru the 3 hour briefing... my cough was killing me.. had fever went to see doctor and came home to sleep...
fri was a sleep day.. the medicine made me very very drowsy... jus slept and slept.. got a lot better the next day... sleep is indeed very effective...
still feeling quite weak... so haf to rot at home... hope will recover before the trip... looking forward to go taiwan!!

i'm here to blog by the order of miss ho sihui.. so the story goes like this... i went to ice skate wif her this afternoon.... this is the first time we both skated since many yrs ago... and for me, it's the 2nd time in my 17 yrs of life to skate... so as expected i fell like nobody's business... at least 5 times i think.. and my butt is so wet... and my fingers were numb cos the gloves got wet too.... i think for the 2 hrs we skated.. i only managed to go round the ring like 5 times... while dearest sihui went like 20... haha.. anw the place snowed... they let down some foamy stuff like snow... thou it's quite fake.. but it's so beautiful... and sihui insisted on gg to the centre of the ring to get some of the foam on herself... so we continued skating until our legs were hurting like mad... anw in the midst of skating, i performed an impressive act.. i managed to keep my balance by squatting on the ice, cos my butt was so determined not to hit the freezing ice... oh.. and i met my cadet there... i was like gg to fall and suddenly someone skate past me and said "hello ma'am"... it was really embarassing... cos i kept falling and once right in front of her.. haha... so on the whole, this skating outing was really fun... skating is so exciting.. i bet no one will experience tt kind of leg trembling and heart thumping like me...after skating, we went to kfc and i had my dinner.. then we took the shuttle bus to imm and walked around.. we met mrs soh and her husband i think... they were choosing some lighting.. i commented tt sihui skates better than she walks.. she loses balance while walking and can't walk with her legs closer together but when she skates, she's perfectly fine... so we looked at all the furniture shops and fantasize our future homes... having all those very very nice furniture...it was abt 7.30 and we decided to go home.. then we waited for the shuttle and we purposely missed one cos it's real packed..we tok crap for like 15 mins while waiting for the bus.. and when the bus came, i went up without noticing tt poor sihui got her shoelace stuck in the holes on the seat... and we planned to go back to ny to teach while wating for our 'a's results.. tt's jus a suggestion.. haha... dun think it'll come true.... i gather tt conversations with sqdmates are really relaxing cos we dun use brains... ok... skip to the part on my mrt trip back home.. i was stoning on the mrt until it was one stop before i reached home.. then a caucasian lady sat beside me and asked"so how're u doing tonite?" i was quite surprised then i din noe how to ans so i jus say ok.. then she asked "so u're gg home?" and i said "yah"... then i reached my stop and before i got off i said bye to her... i think tt she's really very friendly... but it's a rare experience tt one wud get in singapore.. i think we shud become more friendly towards strangers... mabbe we're to shy to tok... ok.. then let's smile.. smile to someone next time u're outside.. it's nice if u receive a smile in return...

it was the worst or the second worst experience with projects.. thou i'm already at the last lap, i still feel very very tired, not a sign of relief... how i hope everything can end asap... i dun wanna touch PW again!! my frustration and agony have been bottling up and recently it has overflowed.. my poor grpmates mus haf suffered fom all my blasts... but it's all directed to one particular person actually... i carn do anything, all i can do is jus nag.. i bet i've aged like twenty yrs over this yr.. i dunno how we'll fare for this last lap.... but i still hope everything can end smoothly.. it din start well, it din go well but at least let it end well!! please...